The older I get, the more I rely on routines to get me
through the day. Families are busier
than they used to be, and ours is no exception.
In order to remember where I need to be, or what’s to do during any given week, I make lists, and I still keep a paper
appointment book. The structure of the
list gets things done. Menus get planned
for the entire week, and shopping only happens once/week. Nothing takes longer than half an hour to
prepare, so I know that at 5 pm I can check the menu on the fridge, all my
ingredients will be on hand, and dinner will be on the table at a reasonable
hour. Chores like laundry or cleaning
the bathroom happen on regular predictable days, so I don’t have to think about
them. (My brain is full enough these
days that I don’t want to have to think about the little stuff.)
Now, when it comes to quilting, my routines are a bit more
tenuous. When I’m under a deadline, I’m
happy to get up at 4:30 or 5:00 am to sew (and I never miss a deadline, even
when it means losing a bit of sleep.)
The rest of the time, quilting fits into the corners of the day –
cutting patterns during my son’s swimming lesson, trimming threads while I wait
to pick him up after school, etc. For
the last five years, I’ve been selling my work at local craft fairs during the
summer/fall. This year, my plans are in
flux and I need to develop a new routine.
My energy is shifting toward entering more contests and finding
galleries to host my work. I want to
start new series, tackle some larger pieces, and be done with the small items
that I only do for fairs. Much as I love
the craft fairs, they are not my most lucrative venue.
My routine is out of sync, and I don’t have much creative
momentum going at the moment. (Spending
part of the month on Halloween costumes has put a dent in my quilting time too,
but it’s fun, so that’s ok.) And, by not much creative momentum, I mean
that I have five small quilts laid out and ready to stitch, another large piece
half done, and fifteen ideas in my head.
But, none of them particularly motivate me at the moment. I’m curious to see how my art will change
over the next few months. When the time
is right, a new routine will emerge. In
the mean time, I don’t mind sitting through a period of change. Sometimes, the best creative work emerges
when I don’t overthink but turn my brain off for a while and spend time
enjoying the season, spending time with family, and witnessing the world.